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I've found a friend who would be very accepting of me if I told her. I decided to test my friends and family by bringing up the issue of LGBT rights, and debates. I asked them what they thought about it and My friend answered in such a way that I am convinced that if I do come out with my being transgender, I'll be accepted and helped. The next step is to build up enough courage to tell her.

Right now I'm somewhat depressed. I feel like I won't ever be who I want to be, I feel like my heart is being split or torn apart. I'm having a war in my head between what my religion thinks is right, what my parents think is right, and what I think is right. I've had a war in my head like this for more than 10 years now, but now it's so much more prevalent because I don't know how long I can keep this secret. It's not good for my health, it's not good for my self confidence. Me, my body, they just don't connect the way I feel they should. I need to tell someone.
My first goal, and one of the hardest to start, in my opinion, is confessing to one of my closest family or friends that i want to be a girl. I'll try and keep things posted.
I've found a friend who would be very accepting of me if I told her. I decided to test my friends and family by bringing up the issue of LGBT rights, and debates. I asked them what they thought about it and My friend answered in such a way that I am convinced that if I do come out with my being transgender, I'll be accepted and helped. The next step is to build up enough courage to tell her.

Right now I'm somewhat depressed. I feel like I won't ever be who I want to be, I feel like my heart is being split or torn apart. I'm having a war in my head between what my religion thinks is right, what my parents think is right, and what I think is right. I've had a war in my head like this for more than 10 years now, but now it's so much more prevalent because I don't know how long I can keep this secret. It's not good for my health, it's not good for my self confidence. Me, my body, they just don't connect the way I feel they should. I need to tell someone.

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GoodKittyNyanchan Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:iconsmile-luplz: Thankies for the fave-nya. :heart: :iconazu-nyanplz:

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jedimasterhansen Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2015  Student General Artist
you're welcome, you write very good stories. :)
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GoodKittyNyanchan Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:iconmoesnuggleplz: Nyaaa, thankies.  Any in particular? :heart: :iconazu-nyanplz: 
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jedimasterhansen Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2015  Student General Artist
Nyutopia part 1,2 were pretty good
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Salmacis123 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav again :kiss:
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jedimasterhansen Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Student General Artist
your welcome. :)
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Salmacis123 Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
:)
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Salmacis123 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav
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jedimasterhansen Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2015  Student General Artist
Your welcome. :)
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Salmacis123 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
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